I’ve got something that I’ve never told anyone this ever and I think it’d help to finally get it off my chest. I’ve had this problem for a few years. It’s a form of OCD I’ve Googled it and tried to find some stuff. I’ll have a tiny blemish and little bump or black head and I’ll sit there and pinch at it and mess with it until it’s a giant red scab on my face and it’s horrible and embarrassing but I can’t help but pick at it and make it worse when I get nervous or anything along those lines. I can’t stop. I’ll catch myself in the middle of it but I can’t help it. I usually just have one or two at a time on my face so no one says anything but I know it’s there and it’s noticeable or maybe I just make myself paranoid by thinking about it too much but for some reason I feel like I’ll make it look better by picking it off but every time knowing and it does happen every time having it end up a giant red mark on my face and it’ll be there for weeks at a time. Idk if just typing this and putting it out there will help but it’s worth a try….
I’m sitting in a car with no keys and it is very VERY warm and I have to take a poop and be at my job by 8 and it is currently 7:52 and my friend is still in their job doin stuff. I should have never accepted their offer for a ride to work. Its hot. I have to poop. And I’m gonna be late for work.